Hatred

I often wonder if I do anything wrong to make people hate me. I really try not to delve into this subject all this deep, but there are some times where I doubt that I do the right thing and that I should second guess myself more often than I should. Actually, I'm trying to let go of the fact that there are some people in this world that will hate me for no reason which I cannot understand. Perhaps in some ways I am still immature, but in other ways, the people who dislike me are also immature for disliking me. Though, if there is a valid reason, then by all means, hate all you want. Even though I may be immature, I just hope that people will look past that. I will now forget about this subject entirely because it's a waste of my time, but it only just popped up during dinner time when I was eating. It's time to focus on my studies again. Time will fly, and before I know it, it will be Dec when I have to take the JLPT test for the second time. Hopefully I will have a better chsncr of passing it this time around than the first. Well, even if I don't pass this time around, it's a good experience, and I know I will truly grow from it.