I actually had intended to go out earlier today, but didn't when a friend popped onto AIM. She's someone very dear to me, and I often think about her at times. Both she and I have been through some rough times in our lives, and we completely understand each other. I was so glad that I was able to talk with her. It had been so long since we've talked, that most of the stuff we talked about was ranting about life; however, it's always therapeutic talking with her. We kind of go through the experiences in life, and it's a nice feeling to know that I'm not the only one going through these experiences in my life.
As of late, her life alone hasn't been all that great. I totally understand her feelings because I was alone in college. It really isn't easy living alone. I had an extremely hard time adjusting to living by myself. It took me 5 years to be able to fully live on my own, but even so, I do feel somewhat lonely without human interaction. Within the next few weeks, I am going to find myself a club of some sort to join. Even though I'm scared to join because I basically can't communicate in Japanese at all, I'm still going to try to find something. I need to. My friend is my inspiration. Tomorrow (or today in the US), she's going to try dance lessons. I'm really happy that she's taking this step forward, because I want her to be happy with her life. I hope she has a great time in dance class~. As for me, I will need to search for something that piques my interests. 頑張る！
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