Doubts

Some days it's hard to tell myself to keep going and keep working towards becoming a translator. I keep on thinking that I don't think I'll be able to do it because I do poorly on my tests. I'm not able retain what I've learned. I've hit a huge wall yet again in my life. It scares me to know that there's so much uncertainty in the next 6 months. I want to give up, yet at the same time I don't want to give up. Maybe if I did better in class that I'll feel better about myself. I really hate this feeling of uncertainty. It sucks.