Doubts

Some days it's hard to tell myself to keep going and keep working towards becoming a translator. I keep on thinking that I don't think I'll be able to do it because I do poorly on my tests. I'm not able retain what I've learned. I've hit a huge wall yet again in my life. It scares me to know that there's so much uncertainty in the next 6 months. I want to give up, yet at the same time I don't want to give up. Maybe if I did better in class that I'll feel better about myself. I really hate this feeling of uncertainty. It sucks.

Clothes and nails

Quickly posting this up. Can't wait to wear these new clothes, but seeing that it's still really hot, I won't be able to wear them for a while. When I was buying the dress from Apuweiser-riche, another girl was buying the exact same dress. Seems like it was really popular

From L'est Rose

bolero from Apuweiser-riche

Dress from Apuweiser-riche

And, in honor of my first concert, I painted clouds onto my nails. Such a pain, but I had a lot of fun trying to be creative with my nails.

Shopping

Umm, yeah... I thought I wouldn't buy anything when I was walking around, but I found two really nice dresses. One is from my favorite store L'est Rose while the other one is from Apuweiser-riche. Both of them look really stunning on me. The one from Apuweiser-riche I totally fell in love with, and I can't wait to wear it when it gets cooler! Pics will be up later when I get the chance.

24hr tv drama

I always become depressed after watching medical dramas. The one for 24hr tv is always especially difficult to watch. Throughout the years, I7ve always wondered what my brothers and Dad thought when I was sick. Were they worried? Did they cry? Did it affect their studies? I rarely talked to them through this period. When I saw them, my illness was never discussed very much, so I never really knew what they felt.

Anyway, going to sleep on this, and hopefully feel better when the sun rises.

In Over my Head?

I just realized that I need to write a thesis outline for getting into grad school. I think I'm screwed... I have no idea what I want to research, especially in economics...

New blog title

I decided to change the title of my blog because it didn't reflect what I was primarily writing. I hope this title will better fit what I write from time to time.

In other news, I hit a concert ticket, which I am completely excited about. It seems it was impossible to hit for tickets this year. I feel really luck to have hit since there are about over 800,000 people in the fanclub. In the week before it was the cutoff for entering the club to be able to ballot for tickets, it seems the fandom grew from about 600,000 people to over 800,000 in that time period. It virtually seems impossible to hit anything anymore. I have no idea where my seat is at the moment, but hopefully it'll be good enough to see everything.

Anyway, that was my little adventure for the day...

Randomness

I just got a call from my school saying that I made it to the morning class!! I'm quite excited as there will be electives that I chose last quarter. Yay!!!

On another note, I now can twit from my phone! Thank you EZweb.... anyway, if you want to check it out, here it is => click here~