Yup, I'm alive, and about to bawl my eyes out from watching this special drama on 24h television with Arashi. The story is about a guy that gets diagnosed with CIDP (Chronic Inflammatory Demyelinating Polyneuropathy) and it follows his story of how he deals with it. It really reminds me of my life, and how I have to deal with my illness. In a way, I am very thankful that it was only ulcerative colitis. I am still able to lead a normal life, but it still has affected me in a pretty deep way, and I know that it has affected my mom as well when we were in the hospital. I just wish that I was able to face my illness properly. I actually believed I did, but I just kept running away. I'm not going to run away from it anymore, because I'm going to face it with a smile on my face no matter how hard it gets.
Anyway... It's time to play my new RPG soccer game and watch 24hr TV show until I don't know when. Arashi is so cute~! XD
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