I had the craziest idea to travel to Shibuya on a Wednesday night. I needed some excitement, but I think it was a little too much excitement because I was overwhelmed by the rows and rows of shops and malls. There are tons of malls. It brings back memories of shopping in Taiwan, except I think the variety in Japan is much better than in Taiwan. Anyway, I ended up only eating a nice 30USD dinner of eel, which I really enjoyed. It was huge set dinner. The food in Japan is just amazing!
On Saturday, I went again to Shibuya because I wasn't satisfied with the trip I did on Wed. This time was much better because I actually knew where I was going most of the time. It was still really crazy because there were tons of people walking around, and I was just a small person in the crowd. I managed to get origami paper that I was had no luck finding in Chiba. My biggest find was two CDs that I absolutely adore. The first CD is of Richter playing Fasschingswank aus Wien. It's a brilliant recording. It really makes me want to find a piano here to practice, but it's impossible to find a piano. When I get my own place, hopefully I'll be able to get a nice piano. For right now, I guess I'll just have to live without practicing. The other CD is of Pollini playing Chopin Nocturnes. I swear every time I listen to N. 19, my heart just races. If anyone wants to listen to them, let me know. I've uploaded both of them to mediafire. After buying the CDs, I was just milling around Shibuya trying to see if there were any new clothes that I wanted. I didn't really find any. There weren't any dresses that fit my style. I'm on the hunt for a dress for this winter. I'm pretty sure I'll find something before then... At least I hope so...
Anyway, I have a lot of thoughts on my mind because it's my last year in college, and I have to start planning what I want to do with my life after college. To be honest, I'm quite frustrated by the fact that I don't really know what I want to do. There's one thing that I know I want to do, and that's live in Japan if I can. Now, the tricky part is finding a job that would allow this. I was talking to my cousin about it, but it seems like job opportunities are becoming harder to come by. Also, it's hard to find jobs at my level because I don't have any experience working at all. Most jobs require at least 5 years experience before people would hire them. I'm at a complete loss at how I'm going to go about finding a job. I guess I have a few years to think about it, but I feel like it's just creeping up so fast. Perhaps this is giving me unnecessary stress that I shouldn't be giving myself. I guess I should leave this part of the future to fate because there isn't really anything I can do at the present. I guess I just want everything to be settled with my life. I hate the uncertainty, but I just need to go with the flow.
I will attempt to get some sleep. There are other thoughts on my mind that I want to keep disclosed right now as they involve other people and I wish to discuss with them first. It is a difficult topic, and I really don't know how to go about talking about it... Oh my brain just needs to shut up! Night everyone~ :P
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